Current feelings!

It's kind of crazy that we already have to think about next semester (aka fall). I am kind of freaking out that I am almost half way done with my second semester and almost finished with my first year of college. I actually am surviving through all of it, as hard as it is, but I'm actually able to get through this on my own. I do miss being at home and with my family, but I am having the time of my life in college. I am trying to learn to have more discipline in myself and to become more motivated to get all my things done instead of procrastinating like I did in high school. I have learned a lot being on my own, but I wouldn't have been able to do it without all of the support that I have from my friends and family. I am really trying to turn a new leaf. I haven't found what I wanted to do with my life yet and not really sure what to major in yet. I have been thinking a lot about my life lately and I am going to really try to get my priorities straight because I've noticed that I am focusing more on what people think of me, the friends I make, and in general, the social scene of college. I now know that those are the least important things and that I should focus on my education before I go out and have fun. I am really trying to balance my time out so that I can get everything done and also have fun. I'm really going to strive to make goals and complete them over time.